As I sit on the couch, trying to distract myself from my nervousness about tomorrow’s performance by applying for scholarships, I can’t help but think about the future. I am also trying to apply for Kroger at the same time and I also talked to Margie today about the play. Lots of things are brewing and I can tell the pressure is about to go up. But I must remain stable and level-headed to ensure success in all my future endeavors. Life is going to be stressful. And there will never be the perfect time for anything to start, so you might as well start now.
I am also disappointed in the lack of snow this January. The entire month has gone by but it has hardly snowed. It was snowy for a couple of weeks but now it just looks like a desert winter. There was that one day this past week where everyone almost died because the roads were extremely icy, but that’s not what I want. I can’t have everything I want, however, so I’ll have to get over it.
The scholarship application process is exhausting. I also need to finish writing my cover letter so I can upload that to my Kroger application and I can possibly get a job there. Woot woot!! Very exciting ladies and gents, exciting and nerve-wracking.